*20

during which: i have a hard time. i drive an hour and a half home every weekend from school. but i find out about BTS and kpop and create this a whole little world and pocket of safety into which i can climb and nest and rest. i have an internship and do not feel like myself, but i get to ride the train for 4 sleepy hours a day throughout the summer. i learn more about my asian american identity. i make music again. i dance, i make art, and i write but not in public. i find deep pools of anger and bottomless wells of joy. there is not much to see on the blog, but explore the buttons for more elsewhere~

–izzy, *22