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no longer lonely, no longer lonely

“dear, i am not sure what happened because it was so sneaky. there is so much more peaking between the folds of these past 6 months that i wonder if i could ever tell you in detail. i wonder if i could write about it without feeling tired. because i find that loneliness is tiring, and it is uninspiring, and it is not my muse in the way that i thought it might be.”

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21 Projects

vid: my first youtube video (again!), some of the things i’m processing in quarantine

i’m starting my youtube channel again! in this video, i talk about a few of the things that i’m trying to process– insecurities that were brewing in the past couple years, but certainly came to a head once i started living at home with very little external validation and social interaction. here, i give a little life update, and touch on three main points that i’m trying to remind myself of everyday.

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21 music

vid: through the night by iu (cover)

this song has been one of my comfort songs throughout all of 2020. i have been studying korean ever since we left campus in march and it is in this hobby that i’ve found massive fulfillment and joy while feeling really isolated. the more i get to know the language, the more i sing this song, the longer quarantine goes on, and the further away i feel from people and memories– the more this song seems to mean to me. i hope it can give you a bit of peace and comfort~

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